"and it harm none, do what ye will" is the Wiccan Rede. It is a goodly statement and one that a role model worth following.
Harry & I watched one of the movies in my Netflix queue last night, called "...First Do No Harm".
It reminded me of the Wiccan Rede as it applies to medicine and dealings in real life.
Streep played the role of a mother who becomes her child's advocate as
he develops Epilepsy. This wonderfully balanced little boy starts having
seizures and then it quickly develops into Grand Mal "episodes". The
medical community takes them down the path of one drug and procedure
after another, leading down a rabbit hole of confusion, more seizures,
and bankruptcy for the family.
The mother does what ANY
good mother would do. She starts researching and studying and ends up
taking her child OUT of the medical system and into the world of
Alternative cures with the "If-y" Ketogenic diet. Guess what happens?
CURED. And what is most amazing about this movie too, is that MANY of
the supportive characters in the flick had also had Epilepsy and taken
the Ketogenic diet and ALSO had been cured!
This movie really affected me.
Because I had Epilepsy.
Most of you may not know this, but when I was about 13 I started having "Petit Mal" episodes too.
started having high fevers, walking blacking outs and having SEVERE
migraines. I, too, wound up at the hospital having several EEGs (electroencephalographs) and I also had a Brain Scan
(this was the early 70's and I was given nuclear medicine intravenously
and laid out on a gurney with the top of my head touching a large metal
x-ray device while lead aprons were laid out over my entire body from
neck down). Pretty scary.
I was diagnosed with Petit
Mall Epilepsy. They said it is "quite common in teenage girls". But that
didn't help my psyche much. I was put on Dilantin and then Philantin
(Dilantin and Phenobarbitol together).
Reading about it now, I just told Harry what it said about some of the side effects on this website: "You may have thoughts about suicide while taking Dilantin".
Well, that explains a lot of my teenage angst and pits of despair, now doesn't it?
my life to date, unbeknownst to me, I have emulated the Ketogenic Diet
in my life by incorporating a Yoga diet, repeated fasting periods and
also using the Atkins diet into my life at certain times of my life.
Yes, I acted out in ways in my life that may have caused me harm. But
also, in using my feelings and listening to my God given intuition, I
have also medicated myself in ways that helped to heal me as well, and
keep me on a path that was good for me.
I have been off
medications for epilepsy for about 35 years. I didn't even know about
this "Ketogenic Diet" at all, but have put elements of it, into my life
and diet, off and on for many years!
This knowledge, and the info I found in my favorite book of health:
"You Can Heal Your Life" , by Louise Hay has reinforced something amazing to me.
She has included this disease and it's underlying psychological impact and healing affirmation in her book as follows.
Underlying reason: Running away from the self, family or from life.
Healing Affirmation: I am AT HOME in the Universe. I am safe and secure and understood.
combining all this info, and recently delving into my past with my
memoir writing, I have come to a GREAT TRUTH and conclusion.
My epilepsy came on shortly after a close neighbor in my community was put into jail for murdering children.
I now understand that I internalized my PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)
in my way of dealing with this awful series of unfortunate events. You
see, this serial killer, Arthur Shawcross, and I (and my family) had
several interactions around this time, and yet I was somehow spared, I LIVED, and my family
came out safe in the end, too.
The other 2 children and the many women he killed did not have such a happy ending.
I have been extremely blessed and protected.
I do not know why.
But believe me, I AM GRATEFUL.
So, all I can say to you folks out there, is this.
We are amazing human beings.
We are survivors.
We are able to internalize messages and if we are lucky enough to deal with them, we can grow from them.
What does not kill us makes us stronger.
I would say, First....and Last.....DO NO HARM.
Catch this movie if you can.